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Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Now I know I was a monster.


Hola!

So happy today :) Coz' I met up with my dearest darling roommate in Sports School! :)
Though my day started with the lazy me almost late for work, falling asleep at work, very very very bad cramps ): Almost wanted to postpone outing with Amalina, but I realised that we have been dragging it for so long and maybe I should just heck about tiredness. Thank God I made that decision, coz Amalina made me realise something today.....

THAT I WAS A MONSTER!

hahahahaha. Omg la. Nobody ever said I was wrong, only she did. Totally straightforward and cool, love it :) Thanks dear, right now I will bring about some transformation man! :D

here's a picture of us :)
[--insert picture here--okay amalina havent sent me yet :/ still waiting...]

Then we shopped! :) I finally bought myself some lingerie. HAHA. okay but honestly, I'm not that kind of vain girls who wear cool lingeries. I only have... countable with one hand... okay no more details. AND I BOUGHT A DRESS :) yayy. I love dresses :) so happy now.

Other than that... MY COMPUTER ACTUALLY HAS VIRUS! omg. AND I CAN'T OPEN ALL MY PICTURE FILES. SIGHHH. I need my brother to fix it for me, or any IT expert, lend some help here? hahaha. for that, no picture updates. sigh boring. a picture paints a thousand words:/ save my effort typing.

okay me gonna sleep now. tml I'M MEETING CARMEN! YAYYY after so long, at last :) Gonna watch Alvin and The chipmunks! and I really need sleep now if not I'm gonna fall asleep in the movie tomorrow. GOODNIGHT!

BTW, 7th FEB! SEXCITING! OUTING WITH AMALINA AND BALPREET! :) :)

Y[ 1/05/2010 10:06:00 PM ]



Sunday, January 03, 2010
I just got a new laptop and I can't figure out how.


Hi there.

This super long weekend had been a great one :)
but, somehow let me figure out how to get the pictures up and all first... then i'll blog!

for now, sleeeping time :)
goodnight!

Y[ 1/03/2010 11:47:00 PM ]



Thursday, December 31, 2009
A new decade is coming.


10 years ago, I was at CHIJMES, counting down to welcome the new millenium.
My family, and I mean the bigger one including all my father's brothers, were still united and brotherly and celebrating the year 2000 together. My cousins were all with me, things were going very very well.

10 years later, I'm sitting alone at home, counting down to welcome the new decade.
My family, torn apart by predictable factors like money and my cousins are all grown up and free to roam on their own.

Desmond said to me today:" it's the new decade, why staying at home?"

To me, its the new decade, but once again, so what? Life's all about the vicious cycle of copulating to pro-create and your baby grows up to do the same thing. To make matters worst, one still have to think about how to support their future family. Then my question comes, then why bother living? If I don't live, my parents dont have to work so hard to provide for me.

God's masterpiece, indeed hard to fathom.

Anyway, happy new year to all. May you party-goers get drunk and hurt your liver and see if you'll party somemore.

Today, the last day of 2009, I finally opened my eyes. I saw something which will make me say, I'm getting through with this.

Y[ 12/31/2009 10:34:00 PM ]



Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Down to the valley of darkness.


It's New Year's Eve tomorrow..... but so?

It simply means that a new year is coming, a new year full of events, a new year full of adventures, a new year... an unpredictable new year, so why celebrate? How do you know if this new year, someone close to you might leave you? Someone close to you dies? Someone close to you betray you? How about if bad karma befalls you? What if you knew that your destiny ends this coming year? Would you still celebrate on new year's eve?

My leg just had to look so ugly now as well, itching the shit out of me. How am I supposed to go out tomorrow? I have a boring work attachment, how to go out to celebrate?

And my beloved left me, who would celebrate this new year with me?

Honestly, sleeping my night away would seem really ideal, really really ideal. That's what I'd do then. Hope all you people out there have fun.

Y[ 12/30/2009 09:05:00 PM ]



Monday, December 28, 2009
Hip and Cool.


GONNA MEET FAYANNE FOO IN AN HOUR's TIME! I CAN'T WAIT! :D:D:D

watch this space for the updates...

Y[ 12/28/2009 05:55:00 PM ]